I started to build my Tribute to Anna today in an attempt to channel my grief into something positive. I have discovered that grief is not a linear process as I had hoped, but more like a circle. Each time I re-walk a grief phase the pain dulls a little more, but it is always there. Even though I know that Heavenly Father has given Anna to us for a reason and that we are forever a family, until I am reunited with her again some day there will alway be a huge, gaping hole in my heart from the loss of her life here on this earth. I am just honored though that she chose Evan and I to be her parents.